I wont let you break me further

my mother and stepdad have announced they're separating. they never actually got married so no need for a divorce. This news doesn't surprise me in the least. In fact I thought this day would come much sooner. Thats the only thing that surprised me, that it took this long is rather shocking. And sadly I can be fucked to care, I have other things filling my mind. None of them about my mother fucking up another relationship.

Sophia didn't want to go on our mini road trip after she found out. I'm worried about her. Shes going down the path me and Gabriel are already on. We're self destructing and I can tell shes at that tipping point. Shes about to make a huge decision that will decide the rest of her life and she doesn't even know it. Can't see that if she lets this consume her she'll never get out. I hope with all my heart she runs and gets out like our sister Hannah did, as much I resent her for it some times she did the right thing. She got the fuck away from this poison that seems to follow this family around.

On the not so fucked up side of things, my neighbor Micheal asked me out today, hes super cute and has and adorable Russian accent. He wants to take me to dinner and the movies tomorrow. I'm so excited its been ages sense I was on a proper date! I'm not sure what movie we're gonna see, actually I don't really know whats out. Do you ladies have any suggestions? God I"m getting all excited. I'm gonna fast for the day tomorrow so I wont worry to much about what I eat at dinner. And hopefully Micheal will help me burn some calories  ( ;


Still love my camera! food porn look but don't touch! and look at the weird shit Micheal drinks.