New adventures

So my dad noticed I've been eating the same thing over and over again for the last few days(I have a bad habit of finding a low cal food and eating it for every meal I can) so he's decided I'm going to be his new grocery shopping buddy. I had a mini panic attack I handled it pretty well considering I now have to help choose food not only for my self but for the rest of the family.

So this little adventure of going shopping went pretty well. I was walking down the aisle pointedly avoiding the snack aisle and I just chose low cal food for me and threw in a few danger foods(pop tarts, sugary cereal and cookies) for the rest of the family. Then my Dad apparently decided to start a fight in the car and wouldn't leave me alone about the amount of low cal food I bought. the conversation went a little like this

D-"so you got a lot of organic food"
M-"yeah, I thought it would be a good idea to help support some of the organic farmers" (amazing excuse!!)
D-"hmm that good, you got a lot of healthy food"
M-"yeah dad it summer so I'm gonna be eating a lot more I want it to be healthy food"
D-"Kim do we need to talk with your doctor about this again?"
M-"What the fuck are you talking about I'm trying to be healthy"
D-"don't pull out that old excuse Kim! I don't want you doing this shit again"

so needles to say I'm not in a very good mood at the moment. I mean it wouldn't hurt me to loose a few fucking pounds! god I'm just so mad that he can't see how horrible a feel being this fat.

on the upside of this shit fest my anger seemed to motivate me. I'm way down on my intake, now I just need to keep it that way for the rest of the day.

intake:
B- black coffee(5) 
L- 1 cups brown rice(200) 


total intake as of 12:15 205 calories 


Hopefully I'll have enough willpower to have a very small dinner and no snacks!

- Kim